I hate this. And I don’t know how to fix it. Fuck everything…

Fuckin’ threw up from the heat. Fml

When people who don’t like me and I don’t like because they don’t like me like my stuff

Fuck off god if you don’t like me don’t like my shit fuck you, two faced sheep.

what if one day I really did just get upset

and no one paid much mind to it

and I just killed myself like that.

Not that anyone would notice but. 

ha.

I wonder what’s going to come first. The day I kill myself or the day I run away from home.

How do I not depressed.

I spend so many nights staying up late in hopes amy will answer me with no answer.

/sighs/ I’m just being selfish.

I just want food… And something to make me not depressed. Fml I’m so needy and selfish

I just want to die again. And I don’t know why… And I hate it.

I’m just bothering everyone. I should just go already.

Alright. Bye then.

I think I need depression medication.
But I know how bad that can mess a person up.
Fuck my life I hate this.

As much as I enjoyed the con, and adored being neziki, I kinda feel mad that everyone is making so many sexual jokes over it.

I mean. My ass getting pictures when I wasn’t looking was funny, ruby hearing me talk about wanting to own a Palmer body pillow was funny and such. But I mean drawing a penis In my mouth kinda crossed the line of my comfort zone. Like big time.

I guess I’m just a bitch for not thinking penises are funny.